Baby boy's name will be Hagen, which is my maiden name- I love it! When we were pregnant with Lyla, Hagen was going to be our boy name. I didn't know how my dad would feel about the name since it's his last name so I asked him about his thoughts... he agreed that it's a really cool name. Actually, one day I was strolling the halls of St. Christopher's and saw a child's artwork hanging on the wall with the name "Hagen" on it... wonder where his parents got that name? Hagen's middle name will be Bo. 'Bo' is the name that my sweet husband, 'Luke', gave to his Grandfather. They drove around and hung out just like 'Bo' and 'Luke' from the Dukes of Hazard! Although I never had the opportunity to meet Bo, I completely understand how special Grandparents are and can still see the imprint Bo left on Tommy's heart. So, Hagen Bo it is! We've been calling him "HB" (his initials) which is also short for "heart-breaker" :). This pregnancy has been so very different from the first. I loved every minute of being pregnant with Lyla... I kept up with the measurements and knew exactly which fruit she was compared to each week. Now, I have to really think when people ask me how many weeks pregnant I am! Whoops. I titled this post, Dear Hagen!, because I want to apologize to him. I have a picture of my belly almost every week from when I was pregnant with Lyla but not ONE from this time. (And there won't be any) The second time is so different- you don't feel as "glowy". I know people say you carry boys different than you carry girls... and boy, do I think that's true! This baby is like a little basketball in my tummy. Tommy says he thinks I was bigger with Lyla- I don't know... I feel like my butt's gotten bigger this time! Hopefully everything will go back to normal as easy as last time! Hagen is SO active... he seriously moves almost all day long. I sit at the table teaching my reading group and wonder if my students notice that my belly is moving around all over the place... I can see it with my peripheral vision! It would probably really weird them out! Lyla was no where near as active- you would occasionally see her roll from one side to the other but never did she kick me all day long! And, Lyla had hiccups ALL the time- so cool... Hagen hasn't had any yet!
This pregnancy is different for me in other ways as well. Over the winter, I slipped on ice on our back deck. I fell flat on my back. Since then, I've had a pain in my back but never had it checked out because it sort of came and went... but now that I'm pregnant, the pain is more intense and frequent. I'm worried that something is a little messed up in my back but will have to wait until after Hagen's born to have x-rays. You're not going to hear me complain about the way I feel... people who see me everyday probably have no idea that I'm actually in pain when I'm walking down the hallway... but they don't need to know! Someone the other day actually said to me, "Do your feet hurt?" and I said 'no!' and they said "Oh, I always hear pregnant people complain about their feet hurting"... and I responded with, "pregnant people think they need to complain about everything." No! You don't need to complain, you don't need to eat for two, you don't need to post it on Facebook every time you feel your baby kick... that's silly! I would rather be more mindful of people who may be reading/listening and aren't able to have a baby of their own. I just feel so blessed.
On to another wonderful topic- Lyla Grace! I finally uploaded pictures from my new camera and realized there are some that are just too cute not to share. Lyla is growing so fast! The best thing she does right now is after she laughs, she'll wind down with, "oooooh, gosh" haha. You might need to hear me do this in person. It is TOO cute! I'm not sure where she got that from but it's hilarious when she does it!
Here she is after a bath:
And, on her new bike she got for Christmas:
And with her adorable bookbag she also got for Christmas with her name on it!:
And here she is playing at the Children's Museum in Short Pump:
If you don't think that little girl is cute, you're crazy! :) Thanks for reading!